Hello people, I've moooved.

REDBEIGNET

Bye wonders-inbetween, I'll miss you and the memories. :(

Don't worry, I still love you. :)

Denise is trying to be funny and she's thinking of all the worse case senarios that could happen to her eyeshadows if she bought it online. Hahaha

denise says:

what if they cheat me of my money?

or what if the stupid postman dropped my eyeshadows into the longkang?

or what if the stupid postman misplaced my eyeshadows?

OR WHAT IF ON THE WAY TO MY HOUSE, A DOG BIT THE ENTIRE PACKAGE AND ATE UP ALL MY EYESHADOW?!

Helium girl, you think too much. Hahah

♥♥

P.S/ I might be changing to livejournal soon! :)

I'm so afraid of speaking my mind,
I'm so afraid of being open to you,
I'm so afraid of you.
I find myself trying to be closer to you, but time and time again, you snap back at me.
Giving me the back off sign. And I'm just sitting there not knowing what's next.
When's the next time I'd hafta back off again.
When's the next time I'd dare try again.
When's the next time I'd find some love from you.
When's the next time I wouldn't be scared of you hurting me again and having to pick myself up.
I try so hard to find the love you give to me.
But they all seem so foreign.
You ask me why I don't tell you anything.
Many times I've said, and you defend yourself.
The fear you give to me when I speak, that I end up in buckets full of tears and a broken heart.
And still, not daring to tell you anything.
How much I wish I could tell it to you like it was a joke.
I speak, and you say I'm being rude.
I'm quiet and you shout your lungs out at me.
Teach me how to understand you, to understand your love for me, to understand why I sit in the corner of my room and cry 'cos of you.
If only I could tell you, what you mean to me. And how I'm feeling.

To M*m if you ever happen to pass by: I love you so much, that i don't even know what to expect next.

God will not let you go, He has handcuffed himself to you in love. And he owns the only key. You need not win his love. You alrdy have his love. And since you can't win it, you can't lose it either.

Your love reassures me.

Anti-climax reading: I feel like drinking my fave passionfruit bubble tea. :(

I survived the whole week w/o my ezlink.

And i think that jon and nise thinks i'm unromantic cos i didn't rrly like Leapyears. Hahah &. Loser me hasn't been to nightsafari, and am gna be stuck at home mugging till midyrs, prelims and nlvls are over. I can't believe am taking my nlvls this year. It's 9oclock now, and I still feel as if it's 5. Cos I haven't seen the sunlight today. Can't believe I mugged from 11 to 2pm. Then from 4 to 630pm. Am currently coursework-ing now. It still feels like it's 5.

I'm a guilty owner of this tees. 8( Bye moolah.

Loser me loves staying home to mug. Not.

I can't wait! 8) But this also means lesser moolah. 8(

Threadless is having sales! 8) And I can't believe they've gotten my fav shirt reprinted for only 9buckaroooos! Gaspppp!

I'm so bored, that i even feel like blogging.

Itchy itchy throat = not nice.

This post is nonsense, cos I'm bored.

You choose not to read this.

chariswong says :
i'm so bored. i'm gng to blog.
chariswong says :
but what shall i blog.
denise ♥ says :
HAHAHAHHAHA
denise ♥ says :
ABOUT ME
denise ♥ says :
ABOUT HOW MUCH DENISE ROCKZXS

Miss Helium Swan, roxorrxzsxzs so much that she lost her phone in a cab, and that she thinks her new number is much more cooler than her old number. Whereas, I love my current number. Helium girl is mad. Helium girl hates walking on grass, helium girl wears a dress even to ecp/escape. Helium girl looves camwhoring, but only camwhores alone. And fails to take nice pictures with everybody.

denise ♥ says :
COO DIED

Coo, helium girl said you died. You sure you died yet? and evidence that you guys love ignoring me. I think you guys like ignoring me, and laughing after that.

chariswong says (12:22 AM):
I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR FOR CHURCH
denise ♥ says :
HAHAHAHHAHA
Jonne Lyonne says :
helium girl
Jonne Lyonne says :
hahahaha
denise ♥ says :
OMG I SAW A BABY LIZARD YTD
chariswong says :
HELLO FOR THE 3RD TIME
chariswong says :
I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR FOR CHURCH

and at th end of th convo, I still don't know what to wear for church. Hellloo,

I ♥ helium swan, korlin, &jonnehneh. - pakharis.

This kinda reminded me about Mouldy. And th many lessons we learnt in timor that very day when everything happened to Mouldy.

"That calf was close to you, but my son was close to me too"

Here's th 4 photos at th jetty! Blogger FINALLY let me upload it! Hahah blogger is so suckyy. 8(

Miss Swan said I looked natural here. I don't think so.

Retardss

♥

{Edit Edit Edit! }

Hahah I forgot to upload our jetty photos! Hahah and I'm gna do it in a separate post, b'cos blogger is so lousy. That if i edited th previous post. I'll be so pissed. &I think I'm gna change site blogger is too lousy! 8(

and as miss helium swan said it,
denise ♥ says :

and if you edit more
denise ♥ says :
i think you will get so pissed
denise ♥ says :
you can blow a bungalow down.

Hahah right on nise! now blogger doesn't even allow me to upload th 4 photos! am gna do it tmrw! 8(

Some commercials! 8)

Some DVD player advertisment.

Chewing gum advertisment.

Super cute ad! Hahah

Okay, for those who wna know why I didn't turn up for edge tday was b'cos I went ecp! Hahah and oh, I saw est this morning while waiting for korlin. Hahah ecp was uber uber fun. Rented blades w korlin, &miss swan rented bike! Then had lunch w jon at bedok for prata and to celebrate x1000 belated birthday! Hahah he finished work late. Hahah honey prata & egg prata was too much for me to handle! The honey prata too sweeet siol. 8( enjoyed myself a lot a lot. And now we know that denise hates being sweaty, dirty and stepping on grass. She thinks that she sunk into th sand was b'cos she was too fat. And that she will still wear a dress even if it means going to ecp. And that she needs a front camera to camwhore w others. But doesn't need one when she camwhores alone! Hahahah Korlin's th pro who took most of th nice shots tday! Hahah And we irritated korlin by having th 3 of us replying him th exact same msg! Hahah KNEEE LOCK! 8) &&&. oh, tday's weather was v good! Hahah although me &helium swan got burnt! Hahah

Our first pit stop to rest, and denise immediately took out her phone. Hahah

My blades were giving me a lot a lot of problems.

Bangyourhead dance. Hahah he banged his head while doing that.

"ris quick look!" okay obviously i was too slow. Hahah

Korlin's -whatthheckwe'renotcamwhoringagainright- face. Hahah

Happy belated x1000 birthday jonnehneh! Hahah

Meet cartoon jonnehneh!

CARTOON US! 8) went to th beach after blading for 2 hrs and to wait for jonneh to finish work.

Picture of th day! Hahah we saw th exact same pose some guy did in a macdonald's poster at ecp! &&, korlin looks as if he's gna run away! Hahahah

HAHAHHA

We both look retarded. Lol

Capt Knee Lock, Korlin.

Model miss helium swan,

&, Emo Pakharis. 8(

They ignored me 7 times thoughout th whole day when I was talking to them! And they could still laugh about it! 8(

Hot hot hot sun.

Join th small eyes club! Hahah

That rock didn't go far anyways. Hahaa

Last Picture at th beach before meeting jonneh!

On our way to meet jonnehneh!

Miss Swan's trying to hide! Hahaha LIAR YOU NEVER HIDE FROM CAMERAS.

He looks v v happy w spongebob ring. Lol

*BEEEEP* hahah

Spongebob-ed? 8(

Childhood memoriessss! 8(

Grp shot! & jonne looks very different! Kool siol.

We all look funny! Hahhah

Last shot of the day! 8)

p.s/ & Capt Knee Lock, Korlin! thanks for th pineapple drink and lunch! 8) hahah phrase of th day "ris! bend your knees! you gotta do it like this! watch! I'm gna push you now!" Haaha

Miss Helium Swan, hahah and your fave phrase ever is "c'mon! let's camwhore! Haahha omgawd! My hair! Hahaha" and thankyou for th concern when i could have almost fainted in th train! Hahah

Jonnehneh, haha was kinda sad you couldn't join us at ecp! end work earlier next time! 8) hope you liked th presents! &, high socks are coooliozxsz.

p.s.s/ Capt knee lock Korlin, Jonnehneh, Miss Helium Swan, & Pakharis are cooolioxzsxz! :D :D

p.s.s.s/ blogger sucks big time. 8(

Tday's ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Th long wait has come t an end and is finally here! 8)

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Can't wait for tmrw! 8)

p.s// pakharis, korlin, journehneh and idontknownise'snick are cooooolioosxzszx! :)

♥

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Do You Get Enough Sleep?

-i rrly don't get enough sleep. :(

Honeycomb w gummy bears!

I think I'm not going school tmrw.

&&. I miss timor. ♥

If only I had these. :(

This would be nice. :(

Betty crocker classic recipe cards!

Ipod dock speaker in red!

Now you know what I did ytd instead of studying for my physics test. And only being able t sleep at 2am, and ended up waking up 30 mins late for school. I guess you know what I'm doing now instead of studying for my f&n test tmrw. Tell me why is blogging so addictive when you have tests? :( Math test got postphoned t monday, yay.

Target time for tday is 2330 t finish f&n notes. I've been feeling kinda feverish these few days. And what's with th late nights chariswong?! sleep early! What's wrng with meeee. :( and I wonder why you abhor me so much. ;( don't think i deserve this.

p.s coocoo's dad is confused with heating a swollen ankle and icing a swollen ankle. :( whr's the lemonade in this?! and i lost 5 buckaroos to coo. no lemonade again.

♥ nights world.

i'm gna try t dream abt You agn. :)

I pray that physics test will go alright tmrw. Well, in 7 hours time, and with 5 hours of sleep I'm praying hard. How nice. Charis Wong should NEVER study online, she'll be shopping. :( So much for sleeping at 1130 huh Charis Wong! :/

I think there's srsly something wrong with people nowadays. Yet again, I saw a couple hailing a cab from th right side of th road when I was waiting for Jocelyn. How t say you're not stupid leh? Sighhhh. :( be smarter please?

I so happened to be bloghopping, and I found this from somebody's blog! :)

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God : Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday.You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit.That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading.
God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

"its when you're the most down, the most tired, that when you praise and worship God authentically; the praise is the best sacrifice of praise; the worship is the best and most genuine."

Random I know but,

I Love My Blog Song! ♥

{heavy heavy image post}

pictures are from ruixiong's dili photosss.

many many more to come. about 4 more albums to come.

Tired dot, and injured es.

water proof UNO cards
Mayonnaisseeee, :(
Rinsooo. ANTI NODA.
humongous packet of chinese mushrooms!
BAO DA REN. I CAN FIT. ;DD
Unice.
it's christmassss.
in the look out for our Tango and Solo. :(
chipi chipi = flowerrrrr.

fried bread popsicle bread, carrots and milk included.
who knows what this is?
their very own ice kachang.
jelloid seaweed.



blue blue sky, blue blue water, white white sand, green green grass. great great God. :)

Jesus statue, and and i got stuck there, with esf.

when esf was allowed to come down and join us. hahah

4 da mei nu. hahah
We've learnt it the "chao bin" wayyy.

We gotta admit it, we're big and fat people. :(

13kg of gold.

He brought us ICE COLD COKE! :D
Saying our goodbyessss.

Rinso and his merpati plane. HAHA

Finalllly at Starbucks, where everything was waiting for us.
Farmer boy, and farmer girl.

merpati food 2. (which is the same as merpati food 1.)
changiii airportxyz.
Outside those glass panels were bubble teas waiting for us. Hahha

It's th 31st of January alrdy! Adeious january! You were vry poopy y'knw! :(
Six more days t cny! So near yet so farrr. Went town t get my flats! Saw sarahk &ying!
Got cheap but good flats for cny! But I still want tht topshop flats. :(
Moooooolah o' mooooolah, where art thou? and oh, when I was on my way t town. I saw 2korean jokers hailing a cab on th right side of th road instead of the usual left side of th road. &I caught them in stupiditiy! Lol

I rmb when we were in timor, auntie ann would sit quietly by the side and watch us do our things. At times she'll just come up to any of us and say "You know, I'm so happy that you all are here! Feel so happy and blessed you guys came here to bless us and the people here." I thought nothing much abt it, when she came to hug us and say those words. It was only just now when I was in the toilet {haha THE toilet again!} when I finally understood something. It came to me that God is so so happy when we're there to just talk to him, or just something simple like thinking of him. He just sits quietly in a corner looking and smiling so lovingly at us. I can never get that sight outta my mind! Like he's just so happy with the little things you do for him, hugging you and all. Haha so nice right? Well, that was just my God moment. :) blogging after a VRY VRY looong time! Haha

I believe everything happens for a reason. I'm trusting You in everything.

"He is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Psalm 46:1" ;

This is random I know but,

I can't believe Joy Cheng is 20! Yuckkkkkkk!

The numbers two and zero don't go well for Joy Cheng. Nooooooo.

And happy new year, or 5days late in fact. Hahaa anyways, I shall hafta blog about these things soon. Hahah

• New year resolutions,
• Timor and photos photossss
• Net outing to sentosa!

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE JOY CHENG IS 20! EEEEE. SO OLDDD.

JOY CHENGGGGG. :(

29th Nov - 1st Dec : Malaysia shoppinggg.

3rd Dec - 7th Dec : Bangkok shoppinggg.

10th Dec - 14th Dec : Youth camppp!

16th Dec - 27th Dec : East timor!

Busy, busy. Very busy. Enjoy your trip nisenise and michelle! :)

Identity Outreach.

{very own edge production.}

That's how great MY God is! :D

i love love love love You! :D

What can I do with my obsession
With the things I cannot see
Is there madness in my being
Is it the wind that moves the trees?
Sometimes You're further than the moon
Sometimes You're closer than my skin
And You surround me like a winter fog
You've come and burned me with a kiss

{Chorus}
And my heart burns for You
And my heart burns...for You
And I’m so filthy with my sin
I carry pride like a disease
You know I’m stubborn, Lord, and I’m longing to be close
You burn me deeper than I know
And I feel lonely without hope
And I feel desperate
Without vision
You wrap around me like a winter coat
You come and free me like bird

you there God? i'm annoyed. i'm frustrated, i'm pissed, i'm confused, i'm sad, i'm upset, i'm just not what i am. talk to me and i'm fine, sit me down. and my heart just cries out for you. why do things happen this way. why am i feeling this way. you love me the way i am right? i know you do. scream my heart out, for what touches yours.

And oh,

HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY COOCOO!

Quickly go get your license! I don't wana sit in jon's car! I could die y'knw! Hahah

Escape with Nisenise, coocoo and jon on sat! Super loveee,

Me and nisenise concluded that after this ugly post is put up. Nobody would want us anyway. So why bother! Hahah we'd live together for the rest of our lives, old and haggard. Maybe then you'll still see us posting old, wrinkled, fatty faces, with grey hair pictures on our blogs again! Hahah {Heavy Image post!}

P.S Warning, do not read at night. Hahah

Cam-whoring ain't my thang. :( Coocoo took 3872463248 years to reach.

Don't ask, and don't say! Hahah

Jon wannabes!

Coocoo still ain't here. :(

Jon and nisenise!

Flipper with nisenise. Under the sun, and still so fair. :(

One and only grp shot, sadly an ugly one! :(

Coocoo apparently's a camwhore hiding in the closet! Now we all know! Hahah

In the arcade after escape! Don't ask, don't say!

Coocoo's expression is priceless! Hahah

Pit stop. Hahah

I love nisenise to bitttts.

xoxo,

We did like some photo shoot marathon here.

She insisted we carried on. Hahah

How could we miss out on batman.

Fat cheeks, never seem to go away.

Guess who moved. Tsk!

The last shot of the day, Jon disappeared to the toilet. Hahah

Well, I'll save the best for the last, but be warned.
Do not carry on if you are pregnant, have neck/spine problems, heart problems or is on medication. Please consult a physician before taking this ride. It could cause you a lifetime of regret. {esp for nisenise} But, if you insist.
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Okay, I can't believe I just did that. Hahah nobody wants us anymore. Hahahh

Gdnight lovelieees, ♥ &heart;

is this smth familiar? pangsaiiiii! :)

Somebody tell me why?

30th Anniversary dinner. :)

{Heavy Image Post.}

Take whatever you want from hereeee. :)

"Where's joy! Where's joy! Quickkk!"

Where's batman? Hahah


Hoodies company.

Psstt, lousy cameraWOMAN. Hahah
You spastic, I spastic, We all spastic.


Rachel Dassssss.


♥ ♥

My sunshine pills,

Snapple Real Fact #2

Animals that lay eggs don't have belly buttons.

A nicely slammed hand on a door. :(

And you dared say my hand was purposely put on the car door so you could slam it, and I'd be scolding you. You meannnieeee. rfxypqrsxz! :(

Found smth rly funny on the net. Hahah a MUST read!

31 Things To Do In An Exam When You Know You're Going To Fail It Anyways!

1.Get a copy of the exam, run out screaming "Andre, Andre, I've got the secret documents!!"

2. Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, "I'm SOOO sure that you can hear me thinking." Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is.

3. Bring a Game Boy. Play with the volume at max level.

4. On the answer sheet find a new, interesting way to refuse to answer every question. For example: I refuse to answer this question on the grounds that it conflicts with my religious beliefs. Be creative.

5. Run into the exam room looking about frantically. Breathe a sigh of relief. Go to the instructor, say "They've found me, I have to leave the country" and run off.

6. 15 min. into the exam, stand up, rip up all the papers into very small pieces, throw them into the air and yell out "Merry Christmas." If you're really daring, ask for another copy of the exam. Say you lost the first one. Repeat this process every 15 min.

7. Come into the exam wearing slippers, a bathrobe, a towel on your head, and nothing else.

8. Come down with a BAD case of Tourette's Syndrome during the exam. Be as vulgar as possible.

9. Bring things to throw at the instructor when s/he's not looking. Blame it on the person nearest to you.

10. As soon as the instructor hands you the exam, eat it.

11. Every 5 min. stand up, collect all your things, move to another seat, continue with the exam.

12. Turn in the exam approx. 30 min. into it. As you walk out, start commenting on how easy it was.

13. Get the exam. 20 min into it, throw your papers down violently, scream out "What’s this!" and walk out triumphantly.

14. Arrange a protest before the exam starts (ie. Threaten the instructor that whether or not everyone's done, they are all leaving after one hour to go drink.)

15. Show up completely drunk (completely drunk means at some point during the exam, you should start crying for mommy).

16. Comment on how sexy the instructor is looking that day.

17. Come to the exam wearing a black cloak. After about 30 min, put on a white mask and start yelling "I'm here, the phantom of the opera" until they drag you away.

18. If the exam is math/sciences related, make up the longest proofs you could possible think of. Get pi and imaginary numbers into most equations. If it is a written exam, relate everything to your own life story.

19. Try to get people in the room to do a wave.

20. Bring some large, cumbersome, ugly idol. Put it right next to you. Pray to it often. Consider a small sacrifice.

21. During the exam, take apart everything around you. Desks, chairs, anything you can reach.

22. Puke into your exam booklet. Hand it in. Leave.

23. Take 6 packages of rice cakes to the exam. Stuff at least 2 rice cakes into your mouth at once. Chew, then cough. Repeat if necessary.

24. Walk in, get the exam, sit down. About 5 min into it, loudly say to the instructor, "I don't understand ANY of this. I've been to every lecture all semester long! What's the deal? And who the hell are you? Where's the regular guy?"

25. Do the entire exam in another language. If you don't know one, make one up!

26. Bring a black marker. Return the exam with all questions and answers completely blacked out.

27. Every now and then, clap twice rapidly. If the instructor asks why, tell him/her in a very derogatory tone, "the light bulb that goes on above my head when I get an idea is hooked up to a clapper. DUH!"

28. From the moment the exam begins, hum the theme to Jeopardy. Ignore the instructor's requests for you to stop. When they finally get you to leave one way or another, begin whistling the theme to the Bridge on the River Kwai.

29. After you get the exam, call the instructor over, point to any question, ask for the answer. Try to work it out of him/her.

30. Stand up after about 15 minutes, and say loudly, "Okay, let's double-check our answers! Number one, A. Number two, C. Number three, E...."

31. Wear a superman outfit under your normal clothes. 30 minutes into the exam, jump up and answer your phone, shouting "What? I'm on my way!!". rip off your outer clothes and run out of the room. strike a pose first for added effect.

I'm officially accident prone since last night. Rahhhhh. And the scars are hurting like bad now. It's as if something's eating the skin. :( Mommy left on friday for US, and she's happily shopping. And daddy's working in Hong Kong now. While daddy's working, me and mommy are shopping. She's REAL LIFE shopping, whereas, I'm shopping online and not really spending a signle cent yet. Waiting for the credit card from Mommy. Hahah anyways, I baked brownies, muffins and cookies! Muffins were kinda okay. But the brownies and cookies were fabbbb. :) Outing with faux Paul Twohill tmr, and Pamela the biker! Loveees,

HAPPIIEEXX BURRRPDAEX AH BENG RAIIDENX. :)

{i know you like it. Hahha}

Exams are over, and I'm at home figuring Facebook out. How pathetic. I wana bake! cakes, brownies, cookies, cupcakes! Anything! I just wana bakeeeeeee.

Exam stress? No fear. Altea and everybody watch this. :D credits to the elvin foooongggg.

RAHHHHHHHHH.
I needa rant baddddddddd.
REAL REAL BADLY.

To those who wished me a happy birthday, THANKYOU. :D Haha, well I do feel kinda loved and blessed!

Esp from nisenise, pamela, raiden, michelle and region f! Haha, thank you guys! :D eh, not that i don't feel loved by the rest okay! Haha. I received msgs from nisenise, dorothy, colleen at exactly 12! and raiden called me to make me happier! :D mommy wished me in the morning, together with a birthday kiss. michelle gave me a card! which i'll appreciate alottt. peiwen, eunice texted me, siti danial gave me a birthday kiss too, aisyah, and locker gang screamed "happy bday" for me! Nice evann, althea and daddy texted me even tho he was overseas! Pamela gave me a real cute present! thankyou pammy! Stella, sarah lim, hannah, felicia, yifeng, vincent, ian tan, and guotong wished me happy bday in class! Lulu, yiyi, elvin foong, esther tan, caleb, veronica ang, estherfoong, callista, qianhui, junming texted me in the afternoon! ariel, shreedhya, isabella, yan ru, grace, veronica wished me during geog class! :D weizheng, chermaine, suan fong {even tho i don't really know you! :) } wished me when I was on my way out of school! sheena, renia, charissa texted me too! karen for sending me a testimonial! melanie and abigail for wishing me too! emily and yupei for wishing me in the toilet before physics! and zhong hao that wanted to get me a mooncake for me, cos peiwen kept insisting! beloved oliver cousin, and jiejie jill! qiu xia for the card too! haha and the many others that I really cannot remember. Haha thanks alot guys. :D

Esp to nisenise, pamela, raiden, michelle, eunice, peiwen and mimi. Thanks alot! You guys made my day some what very enjoyable! :D thankyou for the test messages, presents, and the kind thoughts guys. lovelove ya. mimi! thankyou for buying the rest of the tickets! haha save my butt from being scolded by miss tai. Haha nisenise for totally making my mood really really happy even though before you texted me I was feeling very very bad. Even though the day started bad, I'm gona end it GOOOOD. :D but the day was gooood.

Mugged with peiwen today. Had lunch at pasta mania, with sucky pasta. Went to macs to mug. Zhong hao came to visit. Somebody was supposed to come, but didn't. Was kinda like irritated. Mugged till 7 and bus-ed home! It's been awhile since we've talked abt primary school life. And at times, I do miss certain periods of primary school life. I miss hakimah the most! :( I wonder how life's like now. Haha anways, I'm supposed to be mugging for my geog test tmr, but I'm like blogging. It seems my blog is only alive during the exam period. Haha and it ain't a good sign!

♥ ♥

{I met paul twohill in my uniform and in the toilet! &.dontcha think pam looks HOT there? Haha}

Some pictures for you to ogle at! :D Pictures from the past, and present. :D

Japan Hokkaido '06

Wenqi's net

{i miss you lorries,}

Red Cross open house '06

Teh old clique.


Study date with denise, and colin.

T-zone,
{what happened/}

Youth camp '06, Desaru

Wynne's wedding

The good things come last,

♥ ♥

Mighty to Save by Hillsong United

Everyone needs compassion
A love thats neverending
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a savior
The hope of nations

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Saviour, he can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender

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Shine your light and let the whole world see
Were singing for the glory of the risen king x2

{chorus} x2

Shine you light and let the whole world see
Were singing for the glory of the risen king x6

Eoys are here! Yay-ness, NOT. Haha study date with bestfriend ytd, then bumped into aud and joylynn! I haven't been talking to Joylynn for a supaa supaa long longg time. Time to catch up Joylynn. Now that I've shifted, we can cab home together y'know. Haha really do miss the times talking rubbish, laughing, waiting in the car park for our mommsies together with val! Haha going to vivo acting like total bimbos too! Sigh, catch up time girl! And I've some what caught up with Audreeeyy, haha she's my madness partner in the morning! Haha I didn't do much for the sept hols. Other than going swimming, and cousin stayed over! Feel REAL bad, cos I didn't really study. Had to unpack, but there wasn't much space for me to unpack to. Haha so my boxes are still in my room. Rahhh, don't like the sight of it. Maybe somebody can come over and help me with the rubbish! Haha after unpacking, I can put up the stickers I bought! Yay, haha don't ask me why I'm blogging. Maybe cos I felt like it, and I don't want a dead blog y'know. Haha :D There's a long long list of things I really really needa do. Haha like studying for the test I have tmr, finishing up my coursework, get done and over with stinking trigo, studying for my eoys, unpacking the stupid boxes, swimming, do online shopping, and of cos catching up with My beloved God. :D I'm some what missing him. Anyways, back to studying of the conflict in sri lankaaaa, the teardrop of indiaaaa. :D

"The same mouth you used to say things that degrade people, and used to utter filthy words, is exactly that same mouth you use to praise My name. Those hands you've used to do the evilest things, are exactly the same hands you use to worship and serve Me."

&heart; &heart;

I'm somewhat feeling very far away from You,

Is it the distractions? I really feel that, what I'm doing is for the sake of doing.

There isn't any burning fire in me anymore.

That day when I went up, I wanted to know you even more.

But life went back to the norm. I'm willing to do anything for You.

But, what am I doing it for? I feel it's for the sake of it.

It seems everything is like a routine, like what one of them said.

"You're used to it, you go through services, after services, you know when to lift your hands, you know when to jump. You cry a few tears to let others see. You go for classes, you do this, you do that. But it's just smth very very normal for you. You sing the songs, but are the songs what you live for?"

Lord, I haven't felt that burning sensation in a while. I really want to be in that fire again.

Again and again I cry for help, you still love me endlessly.

I really want to shine brightly for You.

You told me today during chapel.

"The same mouth you've used to say things that degrade people, and used to utter filthy words, is exactly that same mouth you use to praise My name.

Those hands you've used to do the evilest things, are exactly the same hands you use to worship and serve Me.

The feet that you've used to walk miles, are the same feet that will serve me, and run miles to help the needy.

My dear girl, I'm missing you. When will you come back to me?"

Yo, people! Haha am very very happy cos I think my cbox works now. Haha But on the other hand, I've JUST shifted and I miss my old house. Haha it takes time I guess. Haha AND FOR RE-LINKING OR LINKING SERVICES, PLEASE WAIT A FEW MORE YEARS. WHEN I'M MORE FREE. AND I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO. :D

SORRY PEOPLEEE. HAHA

Mr. Eyecandy are my booooooks, :(

♥

New Post! Like, again FINALLY. Most probably all of your just died waiting for me to blog again. Haha

And from this day onwards, my blog shall only contain NICE and NICER things. :D

OR Sheena will/might kill me. :D "My net leader said so." Haha yeah!

Exams are coming REAL soon. And am gona shift house next week! Haven't started packing! Haha

There's gona be 3 testimonies coming soon. And some pictures. Maybe after exams, or after I've shifted house. Haha

Enjoy the day people! It's sunday tmr. :D And the weekdays start again. :( Saddening.

PHOTOS SOON! " :D

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Side note, MY CBOX DOESN'T WORK. DON'T TAG THERE PEOPLE. ;D AND I KNOW, THIS BLOG IS DEADDD. HAHA ;D

i've gotten my watch! :D happy happy!

've enjoyed spending time with michelle, and LULU! haha

can't wait to spend more time with 'em

real friendships never dieeee. :D

Night cycling is THIS FRIDAY! :D

Net rally is THIS FRIDAY! :D

Care and share is THIS SUNDAY! :DD

Farewell is NEXT FRIDAY! :D

Net out-reach with gombak net is NEXT SATURDAY! :DD

I don't like WXYZZZZ.
why do i dislike you so much! AHHHHHHHH.
what's wrong with you peopleeeee.

sometimes i really do think why God loves me, and why he gave me such lovely friends and ever supportive region effies. the never ending laughters with them, being so comfortable in that barrier or you may call it the God zone. knowing that bad things won't happen, even if it happens we're going through it together. but you step back into school and reality kicks in real hard. you've had reality kick you in the face and you're so blurred by what happened. knowing you're gona be FOREVER safe in the God Zone. but there are so many uncertainties out there. and you just hafta believe in God and have faith. the words people say are just being randomly said. we've learnt to be affirming in church. but reality just isn't reaffirming. that's just the way it is, and it's really hard being what you are in the God Zone when you're in reality. a huge struggle for me. anyways am gona be taking it as a test from God. after being in the God Zone for so long.

i loveee loveee region effiesss & the gombak nettttttt. ♥ ♥

God, thankyou for loving me so much! and giving awesome awesome friends. at times i really do think am i worth your love at all. but Lord, you still love me no matter what happens. even when i seem to be screwing things up. and the world is just so so cruel. God, i love you so so so much, and thankyou for loving me endlessly and giving me friends and region effies to cheer me on no matter what happens!

Amen. :D